"It's hard. I mean you get used to a lot of stuff.... but the little things kill you. No mango smoothies. No iced tea or coffee..." She makes a face to illustrate the torture.

"No. That is the one thing I don't worry about. He's been the one who has stuck with me through all the shit. Everyone else..." she waves a hand somewhat dismissively. "The people who stick with you through the hard stuff are the ones you need to keep around."